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Here I am...some of you may recognize me...though you can't claim to know me on a personal level, this site was introduced to me by my sweet doll Amanda, she helped me get started on this..

Lately, something has been chewing away at my thoughts, currently  my heart hangs from a feeble string, it feels heavy, but at the same time, as strange as it sounds, I feel like I have none, it's been this way for quite sometime now, this numb feeling from within...Something has happened over the last couple of weeks, something has changed, its disheartening, to be slapped in the face with reality, (i miss him) but..I just don't know.. it's better to have never known something sublime then to live it and lose it.